The mushroom is symbolic of higher consciousness. That's what we've been talking about. A shift of consciousness to a higher level.
In some cultures, taking the sacred mushroom raises their consciousness. We all know that raising our consciousness is not as easy as it is talking about it. It takes discipline, practice, meditation, right living, etc. It's not easy, but it can be done with effort.
Sometimes having another like minded person to work with you is very helpful. Group work can build energy to assist us in raising our vibration and level of consciousness.
Where is your group or mentor? A new teacher may be coming to you.
Can you concentrate and enter into deep meditation?
Give it a try or keep trying.
Give yourself the benefit of your meditative / neutral mind.
Will you get some invisible help today from Secrets? Use prayer and talk with your guides and teachers. Let them know what is needed and work with your guides. Use contemplation meditation. Bring the light of your soul into play and let it shine on the options. It can be like a beacon of God's light to help you and to see the best option.
YOu are loved and blessed.