Give it a try or keep trying.
Give yourself the benefit of your meditative / neutral mind.
This is also a time for being grateful for all your blessings.
When I think of the light color of the Victory Horse, I am also thankful for the growing light of the Divine.
Can we do contemplative meditation today? You may have been hesitant. Red Page is telling us that we have the tools. Take the opportunity before it passes. You are already a winner.
You are loved and blessed, pass it on.