The Pale Horse is the Card of Fear, especially physical fear.
Get your feet back down on the ground and stabilize. I'll not let fear rule me is your mantra.
Do you take time to be present and connect with the All? It can be Divine for you.
The Spying Page or Hesitating Page is the card of the Basic Self and Watchfulness. Note the alertness. There is the hearing and listening. There is also the lack of freedom in initiative.
Look out. Can you NOT panic today? Just say YES and do it. You are made from and by God, as we all are. Each the same, yet uniquely different. So much love is in all of us Yes, we have all that we need within us. We are hesitating. Get off the limb and feel the love.
You are loved and blessed.