In some cultures, taking the sacred mushroom raises their consciousness. We all know that raising our consciousness is not as easy as it is talking about it. It takes discipline, practice, meditation, right living, etc. It's not easy, but it can be done with effort.
Sometimes having another like minded person to work with you is very helpful. Group work can build energy to assist us in raising our vibration and level of consciousness. Where is your group or mentor? A new teacher may be coming to you.
Victory is yours ultimately. Take a bow as you are in the winners circle. You have run the race and now stand victorious.
This is also a time for being grateful for all your blessings.
When I think of the light color of the Victory Horse, I am also thankful for the growing light of the Divine.
You are loved and blessed.