Keep in mind that there is a karmic plan or pattern over which you have no control. Put your trust in God and hear the message of His will for you.
The Pale Horse is the Card of Fear, especially physical fear.
Get your feet back down on the ground and stabilize. I'll not let fear rule me is your mantra.
We have little control over this situation. Go into meditation and ask for insight. Watch the self talk so that it doesn't affect us too much. Get your feet back on the ground and use care in your movements. Be grounded and watch the fears. Remember that FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real. Look for the truth.
You are loved and blessed.