Divine love always has and Divine love always will provide our every need", goes the Metaphysical statement. Is this what you believe?
The Divine Horse brings us well being and protection.
This too comes with being at one with the All.
In some cultures, taking the sacred mushroom raises their consciousness. We all know that raising our consciousness is not as easy as it is talking about it. It takes discipline, practice, meditation, right living, etc. It's not easy, but it can be done with effort.
Sometimes having another like minded person to work with you is very helpful. Group work can build energy to assist us in raising our vibration and level of consciousness. Where is your group or mentor? A new teacher may be coming to you.
Feel the connection with All, with everyone. Your connection is your power. Hello Lord of Authority. You say, "Not my will, but Thy will be done".
You are loved and blessed.